I know I’ve stated that I believe more in science and energy now rather than having a religion. It really does make more sense to my skeptical, analytical side. However, I feel like a big piece of me is missing. I miss the days where I had faith in a higher power. I miss believing in something bigger and better. I miss the love I felt when I spoke with the Gods and Goddesses. It made me feel more of a sense of belonging. I know I belong to this earth, but I just don’t feel it. And there are so many unanswered questions that don’t feel are answered without spirituality.
I have discussed this briefly with a friend before, and she said to just let go and let spirituality come naturally – its not something I should have to work at. I agree with that. But I find it hard to do when there is so much “proof” of evolution of the universe. I understand that as a human there is infinite knowledge I will never acquire, and spirituality could help fill the gaps. But at the same time, I have a hard time feeding into the myths and legends that make up different religions.
I’m at a crossroads, and I’m definitely feeling this crisis of faith as a burden at this point. So I’m reaching out to my readers. Where do I go from here? I know this is a deeply personal path that only I can walk. But I feel I need some guidance.